Happy Birthday to Monkey

Today is your birthday, and Happy birthday to you,

wish you happy and healthy and
all the best and
all the happiness with your girl.

sorry that i can't make a call.

2 years over is really enough to forget. It is only a matter of time.

Now, I can manage over it.

so afraid without having much reasons

so so shocked..
in the same lab, got other student MP presentation and there were 2 Lecs that i am afraid the most. ;(

i even can't do coding...shaking knees..

really really scared..
can't look at them..
run away to canteen but can't leave my laptop and school's laptops for so long..
and i sit and i hide behind from PC.

i scared...scared..

why?? may be because of what? arhh ignore!

go,go back quickly.. :(

Silence

I care, I fell..
all the words i take in spoiled my mind..

The scene, i see, i feel bruise.

I closed my ears. I sit and stare..

i fell.

i fell.

i call...

*damn 600+ for my ph bill and 100+ for old ph bill*
minus again and again fr my saving for trip..

afraid to tell to my parents..

Ho Bisogno Damore - Paolo Meneguzzi

Ho Bisogno D'amore By Paolo Meneguzzi

Translated lyrics:

some evenings the light extinguished and remains for
hours alone with me
rest there with the radio turned to look in dark because
I come to terms with my life and then say to me now or never..
I try the best intentions all crying mistakes because
I need love and open my heart
in a world that runs faster than me
to look for my sense of things that
I think i need you
tell me where are you...
rest there to look in the mirror and I wonder if
one day I'll meet
maybe tonight you also want to talk with me because
you need love and open your heart
in a world that runs faster than you
to look for your sense of things that I think
you need me
tell me where are you...
you need love .. i need you
I need love and open my heart
in a world that runs faster than me
to look for my tiny and immense sense
i need you
tell me where are you
I need love .. i need you
you need me..
tell me where are you..
i need you..
tell me where are you...

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