sorry to hear it again.
As long as you are right, keep walk on your road..
I agreed the choice you did.
At the end, you will find the things that understand your values.
Look for the end..In mean while, you can't decide that you are like a loser..NEVER..
i wish your expectation is too high...but anyway, i really can assure that you will get the job suitable with your career...
just keep holding on!
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then again hang up as I heard your gf's voice telling you to give her present in facebook game. aww...yaahh...we are friends..now...
happy that you treats me as your close friends..i will appreciate more now as i never appreciated..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
I will not change.
it is wasted of energy if you think too much for rootless reasons.
where else is the best compared to the rest?
pointless!
I must say again, IT IS TOO GOOD TO TAKE IN. :((
why...
still need to explain further??
Infront of me, YES. Behind me, what else can you think from it?? what's so abstract??
you make me a bit upset..
where else is the best compared to the rest?
pointless!
I must say again, IT IS TOO GOOD TO TAKE IN. :((
why...
still need to explain further??
Infront of me, YES. Behind me, what else can you think from it?? what's so abstract??
you make me a bit upset..
Friday, March 20, 2009
Packed.
Time is too tight.
I have many things to do.
I need to use personal planner again.
I wish i were a ROBOT so that i will not need to sleep as well.
Recently, i am feeling like sleeping is a Disease because I DON'T want to sleep.
yesterday, Ph Bill for old one : $590:05. I need to check why it was so much..
I wish the new one will be less than that.
Really scared how to explain my mom. I am always short of money for my monthly expense.
I am really spendthrift. I am always feeling guilty. I always wanted to control. But, somehow, still i can't manage to do it.
*I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP*
I have many things to do.
I need to use personal planner again.
I wish i were a ROBOT so that i will not need to sleep as well.
Recently, i am feeling like sleeping is a Disease because I DON'T want to sleep.
yesterday, Ph Bill for old one : $590:05. I need to check why it was so much..
I wish the new one will be less than that.
Really scared how to explain my mom. I am always short of money for my monthly expense.
I am really spendthrift. I am always feeling guilty. I always wanted to control. But, somehow, still i can't manage to do it.
*I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP*
Thursday, March 12, 2009
The looks
I got 2 supervisors for my project as one of them is very damn busy. so, he attached another lecs to my project. He is very good to student and really handful. He is really a nice teacher as far as I knew.
Now, what I wanted to note down here is about the attached supervisor,SHE.
I remembered the day i was introduced with her by my supervisor. She looks a bit new to this TP workplace yet looks strong in technical field.
At first impression, i gave all 100 marks to her by my own. :)
She's too sweet. so soft and looks alike Japanese or Korean girl. it can be said that she's in pretty list,slim and charming.
Compared to other still new women lecs, she is damn polite and sweet and always wear smile.
Yes, phyusin..Yes, phyusin..I like the way she calls me. :)
For me, I am a bit lazy to update the status and I only want to update if the process is successful. So, she approached me in a sweet way to submit whatever it is with errors or not. Then, I regularly update status update even everyday. :) i like to do it after that. :)
Beside, I found out the good thing from her recently...
She don't help me in my coding and i also never ask for it..but sometime, she give ideas and logics that really helps me a lot though they were small things.
I think that is her own manner and habits.. i hope.. :)
I don't know how she's really doing at my unreachable side but i am really delightful and pleased to see her everyday.. :) don't think wrong..
other groups told me that they envoys me as 2 of my Supvs are too good and nice. They wish if they have them and they don't like their current spv as he's is damn strict in everything.. :)
everytime i hear about their compliance on my supervisors, i always wear stretch-out smile on my face. :)
I wish i were like her.. like sweet and chaming and polite..
My look is not girly and sometime, not polite. most time, never wear smile.
I should change. :)
I personally like her.
She's my favorite teacher among my best selected lecs.
I have never had feeling stressed being with my supervisors. They always support me..
I love them.
Now, what I wanted to note down here is about the attached supervisor,SHE.
I remembered the day i was introduced with her by my supervisor. She looks a bit new to this TP workplace yet looks strong in technical field.
At first impression, i gave all 100 marks to her by my own. :)
She's too sweet. so soft and looks alike Japanese or Korean girl. it can be said that she's in pretty list,slim and charming.
Compared to other still new women lecs, she is damn polite and sweet and always wear smile.
Yes, phyusin..Yes, phyusin..I like the way she calls me. :)
For me, I am a bit lazy to update the status and I only want to update if the process is successful. So, she approached me in a sweet way to submit whatever it is with errors or not. Then, I regularly update status update even everyday. :) i like to do it after that. :)
Beside, I found out the good thing from her recently...
She don't help me in my coding and i also never ask for it..but sometime, she give ideas and logics that really helps me a lot though they were small things.
I think that is her own manner and habits.. i hope.. :)
I don't know how she's really doing at my unreachable side but i am really delightful and pleased to see her everyday.. :) don't think wrong..
other groups told me that they envoys me as 2 of my Supvs are too good and nice. They wish if they have them and they don't like their current spv as he's is damn strict in everything.. :)
everytime i hear about their compliance on my supervisors, i always wear stretch-out smile on my face. :)
I wish i were like her.. like sweet and chaming and polite..
My look is not girly and sometime, not polite. most time, never wear smile.
I should change. :)
I personally like her.
She's my favorite teacher among my best selected lecs.
I have never had feeling stressed being with my supervisors. They always support me..
I love them.
12/03/2009
today, a lot of work.
suddenly, classmate told me that he got a letter from post office last 2 days ago for the training.
i was worried what if i didn't get it. I also didn't check the letterbox yesterday.
i barely concentrate on my project.
i straight away went back to home and checked. As i expected, there was nothing inside that postbox. i did feel worried..
I went back again to check the soft copy of that letter. what a coincidence, they put the wrong unit number on my address.
Once i noticed about it, i went to the GO and told about this matter.
again, i can't wait to go and check that wrong unit that might still keep my letter.
i went back early and checked but could't find as all unit number in my block is even number. So, i gave up and went to home. It is sure i need to check with SPO.
I want to keep that original letter in case it will be granted for my further processing. what else? should i ask to send me again? or it would be great if post office holds that package for me for a certain length of time so that i can take back if i am free.
--
yesterday, I had 3 presentations and managed to demo well. It happened what I expected. Anyway, this project is also used by the other event and i need to do some slight changes. I can give the time till weekend for it.
--
I wanted to start the further steps for the next project that is really related to the project I am going to do in my SIP.
Other mate said it can be finished within 1 month. possible? It can say so. Yet not sure. why? you even don't know how to lay out the project? how you can do it?
Do research first and networking parts.
I like shortcut but sometime, I can't jump over for things. I must make some commitment myself before to deal with these people. why?
there are more on coding work than documentations and slides and
"You will take part less in coding and more on documentation stuffs"?
I am willing to do even entirely but how? if you say so in that way, you will never realize how deep is the coding work and you can't say that this project can be done less than a month without taking part in development stage. Instead of saying in the air, let's dig the project chart 1st and target it.
--
i still can't decide on which project i should choose. Currently, i want to choose my 1st project. It is really feasible and can use in many context area. Extra thing i wanted to do is one embedded feature. I need to tune 1st project for this feature.
for the 2nd project, I must do it as it's similar to the project over there but i can't see it as my project even if it will be so called the best. I need to wait time to make a decision.
--
My mother warmed me not to spend on the phone calls. Over there,grandmother was hospitalized and she's now in serious condition. my parents were very busy with it and other matters. I kept calling on everyday for not so sure matters. Lately, I miss my parents. i wanted to see them. i longed for conversations with my parents. my projects didn't let me go back for 2 weeks. besides, i do miss "Pho Ni". I was worried he will be there alive when i go back as he's now in more than 16. I just heard he's doing fine and keeping himself healthy. how clever he is.
--
Second to last, I want to find another flat with my friend. (2+1 or 3+1). I want to move a bit nearer to the center area. I pray I could find a good one before SIP.
--
Last but not least, I can't wait the time of my dip life.
suddenly, classmate told me that he got a letter from post office last 2 days ago for the training.
i was worried what if i didn't get it. I also didn't check the letterbox yesterday.
i barely concentrate on my project.
i straight away went back to home and checked. As i expected, there was nothing inside that postbox. i did feel worried..
I went back again to check the soft copy of that letter. what a coincidence, they put the wrong unit number on my address.
Once i noticed about it, i went to the GO and told about this matter.
again, i can't wait to go and check that wrong unit that might still keep my letter.
i went back early and checked but could't find as all unit number in my block is even number. So, i gave up and went to home. It is sure i need to check with SPO.
I want to keep that original letter in case it will be granted for my further processing. what else? should i ask to send me again? or it would be great if post office holds that package for me for a certain length of time so that i can take back if i am free.
--
yesterday, I had 3 presentations and managed to demo well. It happened what I expected. Anyway, this project is also used by the other event and i need to do some slight changes. I can give the time till weekend for it.
--
I wanted to start the further steps for the next project that is really related to the project I am going to do in my SIP.
Other mate said it can be finished within 1 month. possible? It can say so. Yet not sure. why? you even don't know how to lay out the project? how you can do it?
Do research first and networking parts.
I like shortcut but sometime, I can't jump over for things. I must make some commitment myself before to deal with these people. why?
there are more on coding work than documentations and slides and
"You will take part less in coding and more on documentation stuffs"?
I am willing to do even entirely but how? if you say so in that way, you will never realize how deep is the coding work and you can't say that this project can be done less than a month without taking part in development stage. Instead of saying in the air, let's dig the project chart 1st and target it.
--
i still can't decide on which project i should choose. Currently, i want to choose my 1st project. It is really feasible and can use in many context area. Extra thing i wanted to do is one embedded feature. I need to tune 1st project for this feature.
for the 2nd project, I must do it as it's similar to the project over there but i can't see it as my project even if it will be so called the best. I need to wait time to make a decision.
--
My mother warmed me not to spend on the phone calls. Over there,grandmother was hospitalized and she's now in serious condition. my parents were very busy with it and other matters. I kept calling on everyday for not so sure matters. Lately, I miss my parents. i wanted to see them. i longed for conversations with my parents. my projects didn't let me go back for 2 weeks. besides, i do miss "Pho Ni". I was worried he will be there alive when i go back as he's now in more than 16. I just heard he's doing fine and keeping himself healthy. how clever he is.
--
Second to last, I want to find another flat with my friend. (2+1 or 3+1). I want to move a bit nearer to the center area. I pray I could find a good one before SIP.
--
Last but not least, I can't wait the time of my dip life.
Monday, March 9, 2009
I miss you
i heard about you a lots..Pho ni..
you are surrounded by your enemies so that you even daren't to go outside?
always need to accompany by ppl to go and pee? ^^
take good care, my fat baby..
i heard how you are so clever and smart..i always feel proud of you...
i miss you so much..miss you so much...
you must take good care yourself before i come back..
eat a lot, sleep well and feel happy...
i trust you..
you are surrounded by your enemies so that you even daren't to go outside?
always need to accompany by ppl to go and pee? ^^
take good care, my fat baby..
i heard how you are so clever and smart..i always feel proud of you...
i miss you so much..miss you so much...
you must take good care yourself before i come back..
eat a lot, sleep well and feel happy...
i trust you..
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