27-04-2009

the 2nd time, my phone line's outgoing call was cut off. I paid last month's bill for 500 but i couldn't remember exactly how much was for it. When i noticed that i can't make a call from my phone, i knew i didn't payment fully though i thought it will cover for last month bill because i can't recall where i kept my ph bill letter while i was moving to new house.

the 1st time was during 2nd year, 2nd sem exam period. At that time, i forgot to pay bill as I was busy like hell with my studies. hummmz..

I still left to pay ph bill. I made a call to 1633 and made inquiries of my account bal for 2 phones. 1st is 120.70, 2nd is 366.90. :( Now, i used back to 1818 card. I abandons my laziness to press buttons.


I made a call to ygn. mom said, sister-in-law is going to give birth soon. i felt that mom is excited to see her 1st grandchildren. While i heard about it, i wanted to go back to ygn quickly coz i am afraid that my attachments with my parents wouldn't tie tightly because of the distance.

i am still not used to hearing about this blessing news. May be, i am afraid that my parents will love that child than me. haha.. stop thinking of it. if not, i can't do anything already. i m still childish. *sigh*.

anyway, i am glad for my brother and my sister-in-law. have a happy and successful family!

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Ouch! lots of things to do.
--sign off--

good to know

Thanks god!..

recently, i wanted to delete this blog as my usual habit keeps calling for it. :)

but, i read through some posts before doing it and i found out that reading some lines make me remember what I did in every single day..How good is that..

I can feel every single day how i have been keep running. Then i leave this personal blog from deleting. :) I hope, my friends can't find it so that i no need to shy on whatever i wrote here.

A lot of unforeseen things happen during this week and all were a good experiences to me. So much valuable. Thanks gods.

one thing i found out is that we must appreciate and good to those who supports you who are willing to see you successful and who guides you to the right track and who give a hand while you are in trouble. We must appreciate and respect those people.
People including me know it but forget how to show your appreciation and respect to them, forget to say out from your mouths.

Remember that you are lucky even if you have only 1 person who supports you!. :)
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thaw2, thanks for your words, i appreciate it.
it goes the same way as mine.
don't take in so much, else you are left to carry those heavy pains..how? No, no..
it is not good for you...

Be happy and enjoy life and do good things for you in most of your time...
Knowing yourself is better than explaining to others to understand but, sometime, explanation can extend mutual understanding between two people and even among them.

Ok? be happy then..don't think of bad things much..don't spoil yourself,girl ^^

i have many to-do lists..
tmr: app and pack
sataurday: move-in time
sunday, need to buy and collect many things.

wishing getting new roomate for other room soon..

pray for it. ^^

spend time wisely.

btw, my 2nd phone bill: S$906.46 for two months. ;)
i was not able to keep my promise.
then now, i promise myself secretly, next month, no more over 100. haha of course!

07-04-2009

Yesterday was a pain..
I was not at good mood..

planing for new apartment made me busy.
School project and presentation make me worried.

Then, I called you and talking serious like a shit..but you didn't take as a serious talk. You feel i was annoying.
Sometime, I hate you, mam. You understand more on your sons rather than me.

One more thing, you always say on almost everything in favor of your sons. I don't like it at all. you can say me that it is my jealousy. It can be said.

Ok, I will not make a call. Even i leave for my SIP. I will not make!..

You always say "Fair", "Fair". I don't just get it. Ok. love even 528,is not good.

Just wait your son's call and have countless sweet conversations.

Current mood: I don't love you mam, either dad.